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Detox Time [27 Feb 2010|05:05pm]
I really need to do something different. Something that will keep me away from certain people. Or maybe just one person in general. A lot has been happening to me for the past month. I have been hurt by a person I felt very close to and feel more hurt because he hasn't sincerely apologized for leading me on the way he did nor for the way he hurt me in the end. I at least deserve that apology. That is all.

What have I learned from this relationship (if I can even call it that) experience? I will never let myself open to anyone again. I will not be vulnerable ever again.

So I am going to release myself of all my toxins, mentally and physically. I need to re-evaluate my life.

Mentally I am going to meditate and figure out what exactly I want with this life.

Physically I am going to clean out my system. Since I can't eat, I might as well do something healthy.
I'm going to fast for about 2 weeks. Drinking lemon juice with water and maple syrup, tea, and more water. It'll help me feel better.

I'll also start working out again. I bought roller skates today and will start doing that regularly. Along with push ups and sit ups and whatever else I can think of.

I'll post photos of my progress during this process. Except for the lemon juice detox I'm not sure how long this will last, how long I'll mentally be in this state.
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A new chapter in my life [21 Jan 2010|11:25am]
[ mood | accomplished ]

I have been officially out of the Navy since July of last year. It's the greatest relief I have ever had. I went from being incredibly depressed to extremely happy in a weeks time of being freed from the chains of the Navy.

I spent 2 months in Europe. Had a hard time leaving Austria. I love that country. I loved Europe, so much better than America in my opinion. One day I'll live there. Only I was quite disappointed with England. It didn't hold up to all the hype I had heard. Though I was also sick while there so maybe that had something to do with it.

Anyhoo. I am currently working on college. Will be transferring to Georgia Tech sometime in the year and start a degree in Bio-molecular engineering. It'll be an intense next few years for me. But at least I'm not part of that wretched Navy anymore.

I shouldn't be too harsh on the Navy. I got great experiences from it. I am semi-fluent in chinese still and they are paying for my college. Also I made some great friends through the years. So a few good things came out of that chapter in my life.

But now it's over and I'm on to the next area of my life. Which will include my bachelors joining the peace corp, and eventually going to graduate school.

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it's been awhile [07 Oct 2009|04:55pm]
i havent been here in quite a long time.

looking back through my posts i have to say that i've done a lot of growing up over the years. it's a good thing i think. I'm not so naive anymore. but there are things about me that i wish had stayed. it's ok though :)

one thing i saw that was smart of me, was posting most of my entries as friends only. well anyways. i'm sure no one uses this thing anymore.
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the choice is mine [01 Aug 2006|01:18pm]
so for a long while, i was having trouble deciding whether i wanted to stay i the navy or get out when my 6 years are up. well, very recently i finally made the decision (like yesterday) and i am deffently getting out. this "community" isnt for me.

i dont "bow down" to the higher ups. i do respect them, but i'm not gonna bend to make them happy, especially when they decide who you are by a piece of paper....

i hate politics, and thats all the navy is. its who you know. if you know the right person, it dosent matter if your a dirtbag, and that pisses me off.

so when my six years are up, i'm not staying in, i dont want to do anything remotely close to it. in fact, i think i'll become a teacher, or maybe i'll just work at some where, i'll decide about that when i get closer to my getting out date.

also, i dont want to stay in hawaii.its nice to visit. yeah, but not to live, too many people in a too little place. i'll go back to cali. if i have to. at least there i dont have to worry about getting into "locals tarritory".....

the choice is mine and i'm making it. soon i will be able to speak my mind agian and the whole world will know.

"Fun Time Navy" thats what its about.

[19 Dec 2005|08:05am]

Hey everyone! i took some pictures and are pretty cool! so check them out! :)


they are here!Collapse )


[09 Dec 2005|06:55pm]
my next two weeks are gonna be so hectic! oh man! i gotta get through ALL the out-processing stuff WHILE going to class!

I take my DLPTs in a little over a week

Dec. 19- Reading DLPT

Dec. 20- Listening DLPT

Dec. 21- find out scores

Dec. 22- Get frocked to PO3 (if i pass!)

Dec. 23- I'm going to Hawaii!!!!!

Its crazy. that week is going to go by SOoooooooooo fast!

[02 Dec 2005|11:49am]
so my LPO told me today that I'm gonna get my orders as soon as i take my DLPTs and that i can leave with the class that i'm in right now! do you know what that means?! it means on dec. 21st as soon as i get frocked to PO 3rd class, i can leave and go to hawaii! YAY!

I bought a veggie tells DVD yesterday. yup! its cute and funny. (i like the french peas) haha. yeah i'm a dork

but yeah, this means i should be in Hawai in less then a month! ah! Im so excited i could scream!

Credit Card Scam [21 Nov 2005|10:24am]
So I'm gonna warn ya'll on a few credit card scams. these people had tried to get me and yeah...... its annoying.

the first one is some group that tells you that you've been entered into this contest to win a jeep or go on a vacation to hawaii. and not only that, you get a free diamond watch and like, 3 subscriptions to any magazine you want.

the catch? to get the magazines you gotta pay 3 or so dollars for the shipping or something. and how do that want you to pay? by giving them your credit card number.

I don't have a credit card. but if the number 866-816-9138 calls you- yeah, its them. oh! they also say they're from Las Vegas. which i know isn't true b/c my mom lives in Vegas and its area code is 702.

the second one is a company called P.C.ONE calls you to say that the recieved some application for you to get a master card and it has no interest, no annual fees for so many years. sounds great yeah?

well here's the catch to get the no interest you gotta pay a "secerity fee" or something like that for one payment of $369. yeah. and they want you to give them your account number and transfer number (transit number?) and then tell you that when they take the money out it''ll show up on the statement and that number thats on the statement is the password for something. yeah.

when they call it says the number is "withheld" but they give you the business number later on and its also an 866 number. and they say they are from Florida. also they're business hours are mon.-fri. 9-5. est. ...... they called me on a saturday.

oh! I think the 866 area code is a canadian one. but i could be wrong.

so yeah. just giving ya'll a warning on these two scams.
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[14 Nov 2005|03:22pm]
If you read this, if your eyes are passing over this right now, even if we
don't speak often, please post a comment with a memory of you and me. It can be
anything you want, either good or bad.

When you're finished, post this
little paragraph on your blog and be surprised (or mortified) about what people
remember about you.

[11 Oct 2005|06:32pm]
ok. i NEED to get off the internet. and maybe workout for a bit. here's a picture of my class at a party we had. jim took it. :) Image hosted by Photobucket.com
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[13 Sep 2005|08:49pm]
you know..... i miss alabama

pictures of the beach [12 Sep 2005|07:28pm]
here are some pictures i took at the beach awhile ago. just now got them on the computer. hope you enjoy. zhu ni xiongshou!oh p.s. they are a bit big. Pictures!Collapse )
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[06 Sep 2005|03:52pm]
scarey! my OPI is in 9 days!

[05 Sep 2005|08:08pm]
[ mood | amused ]

a good friend will come bail you out of jail. a TRUE friend will be sitting next you saying "damn.... we fucked."


[15 Aug 2005|07:00am]
For labor day, i am going to Las Vagas to see my momma.
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[07 Aug 2005|06:46pm]
What Icons are for you?(Thank you for #1!! Please check out my other Memes!!) by ladyallie
Favourite Colour
Your Love icon is...
Your Sad Icon is...
Your Happy Icon is...
Your Angry Icon is...
Your Food Icon is...
Your Animal Icon is...
Your Random Icon is...
Your Cartoon Icon is...
Your Sexy Icon is...
Quiz created with MemeGen!
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[14 Jun 2005|08:26pm]
Generate your Anime Style by Jena-su
Hair:In a style so odd, it defies all laws of physics.
Clothes:Little by way of actual clothes, but lots and LOTS of really cool accessories.
Powers:Dragon taming
Special Features:Elf ears
Sidekick:Small fluffy animal that talks...usually too much.
Attitude:Upbeat and cheerful.
Weapon:A gun of rediculous proportion
Quiz created with MemeGen!

well i was gonna say something but i really dont feel like it.
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[07 Jun 2005|02:57pm]

hey i changed my background from me and sephen to pic of my class picnic. until i can find a better pic. i was gonna put my angel tatoo as the background but well yall see. if yall think itd look good as my background then tell me.


my tatoosCollapse )
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[26 May 2005|08:53pm]
bei fang you jia ren
jue shi er du li
yi gu qing ren cheng
zai gu qing ren guo
ning bu zhi
qing cheng yu qing guo
jia ren nan zai de

An extraordinary beauty on the North...
The most beautiful being of the world
From her first cast the city bows before her knees
From her second cast the empire falls into ruins.
But there aren't such an empire or a city
what we can laud more than this beauty.
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[12 May 2005|08:29pm]

Your True Birth Month Is June









Easily hurt

Active mind

Easily bored


Loves to joke

Tends to delay


Brand conscious

Loves to dress up

Having lots of ideas

Good debating skills

Funny and humorous

Thinks far with vision

Prone to getting colds

Polite and soft-spoken

Able to show character

Seldom show emotions

Knows how to make friends

Easily influenced by kindness

Takes time to recover when hurt

Choosy and always wants the best

Those who love me are enemies; Those who hate me are friends

Your Deadly Sins

Envy: 60%

Sloth: 40%

Wrath: 40%

Greed: 20%

Lust: 20%

Gluttony: 0%

Pride: 0%

Chance You'll Go to Hell: 26%

You will die at the hands of a jealous lover. How ironic.


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